WIP 12.6.19

Just got the background colors laid down for the last two commissions I gotta get done for Christmas. A lot of bummer things have happened in the last 2 weeks as well as some wonderful things. The art abides.

When I was laying down the yellow my usual container wasn’t quite able to contain the size of this particular canvas. My usual solution was locked up in a shed where I don’t currently know the whereabouts of the key, so I had to brainstorm. I went rummaging through some of the cardboard boxes I have in the garage and realized I had an extra 36×48 canvas sitting inside one of them. The reason I had forgotten about it was it had a big ol’ gash right in the middle of it. It was pretty disheartening when it arrived like that some time ago. Ive decided I’m going to work on it anyways and somehow work the gash into the piece. I’ll just let it slowly accumulate paint until the scene comes into my brain, sort of like an old favorite piece of mine titled “RE:purpose”.

Worse comes to worse, I can always jam a banana in the hole and secure it with duct-tape. That way I can sell it for $120,000 at Art Basel Miami.


Doctor Sleep review

Other than those slightly awkward “nudge nudge” moments I felt like this was a great Stephen King movie.

I’ve never read the book so I can’t say one way or the other if it’s a great adaptation but as a movie it certainly has that particular “King” vibe. My favorite aspects of the film were when the story moved away from “The Shining” and moved it into new territory, expanding on what the actual concept of “Shining” is.

As far as creepiness goes I felt it was wonderful and some of the acting was truly great. My favorite perhaps being Rose the Hat played by Rebecca Ferguson. She was simultaneously seductive and abhorrent, and she played the role of “this is just the way it is” in an absolutely predatory fashion. Despite her evil intentions I just wanted more of her and to understand her machinations more.

Once again the elements that took me out of the film were the direct Stanley Kubrick’s “The Shining” references, the “nudge nudge” if you will.

I think they tried their best to make everyone happy with some fan service and it was just a bit too on the nose for me. There was one moment where Ewan McGregor turns to the camera and all I could think was “don’t you dare wink at us right now.”

Everything else from score to cinematography is established to have the look and tone of “The Shining” and I feel like they did the absolute best they could. There’s a part of me that loved that aspect of it and there was another that just wished it struck out on its own path even more.

Either way I want more horror like this, I recommend it for sure.

Shine on ya’ll, Shine on.


Album of the Month: September 2019

“Violator” by Depeche Mode

March 1990

“Over the last five years I think we’d perfected a formula; my demos, a month in a programming studio, etc. etc. We decided that our first record of the ’90s ought to be different.” – Martin Gore

When I moved to Florida for a bit pretty much right after High School I spent a lot of time going to my job at K-Mart and then coming home and sitting on the computer playing “Star Craft II”. My musical tastes were a whole bunch of metal and maybe some reggae but not too much beyond that. As a I was getting bored of the music of the game I started going through my sister’s album collection out of curiosity.

There was a lot of albums I loved in that collection but one that started a long abiding love for the band that made them was her Depeche Mode albums. I had always loved “Enjoy the Silence”, I have vague memories of sitting in the back of whatever vehicle as a kid and hearing it come on over the radio and the he melody and beat just plastering a smile on my face. Sometimes at night when I was younger and I couldn’t get thoughts of Pennywise eating me out of my head, I’d turn on Q.92 to just distract me and occasionally the station would play the song, it would have an immediate soothing effect.

It never occurred to me over the years that the album that song came from might be any good. Once I threw it on I fell in love and it almost instantly. It opened a whole new world for me musically. I’m still a stubborn bastard when it comes to music so it took a long time but this album was certainly a gateway to more genres, styles, and moods. “Violator” isn’t even my favorite Depeche Mode record but I’ll be damn if it isn’t perhaps their magnum opus and it certainly was my introduction to them.

This album is pure concentrated nostalgia but don’t get wrong, it can make you nostalgic for the very moment you’re listening to it.







End of Summer Sale


Thanks a bunch for those commissions I got this Summer to help me make the move from Seattle to Fort Collins, and thanks to all of you that have supported my work over the years.

I figured I’d take some more sexy photos with my paintings and let ya’ll know that I’m having an end of Summer sale. If you claim one before the first day of Fall I’ll give you $100 off the price of any of these pieces.

First come first serve.

Let your ol’ boy Jacob Wayne know if you’re interested!










@ Fort Collins, Colorado

Album of the Month: August 2019

“Fear Inoculum” by TOOL

August 2019

“I feel like this is [about] wisdom through age, through experience. Hopefully through aging you find wisdom in some of the things you’ve encountered. Learning from your mistakes, learning from your successes. So if anything is a broad stroke of this album, it would be embracing where we are right now, acknowledging where we’ve come from and some of the things we’ve grown through.” – Maynard James Keenan

Back in 2006 I heard a new Tool song, I didn’t really care for it. I vaguely remember having it shown to me by one of my good friends and fellow musician who loved the band. “It kind of sounds like Tool trying to sound like Tool”. To be fair I’d never given them a fair listen and I was ready to take the piss.

I was barely out of High School and still caught up in the competitive nature of the music scene in those days. “That band isn’t as Metal as this band!”, “They’re not really punk!”, “There’s not enough screaming on the new album!”… The only thing we seemed to be able to agree on was that Lars Ulrich was undesirable to have as your drummer.

So when it came to Tool they just commanded a weird respect from their fans and I found it to be a bit pretentious. Now I can look back and remember I liked bands that didn’t seem to get any respect so I was probably just hurt and lashing out.

Eventually the full album came out and I didn’t think too much of it. Although there were songs that started to intrigue me. I was in my first band not too long after and Tool was a major influence on 2 of the 3 members. I wasn’t quite there yet but gaining some respect for the new album as well as some older material. The members of my first band “Nadia Pero” gave me a crash course in music that I’ll be eternally grateful for. Through playing our own songs and really picking them apart and messing with timing I just naturally started to appreciate Tool more. I still hadn’t quite wrapped my head around this Maynard character.

I then started to pick up the pace on painting, on college, on relationships, on weird hook ups, on drunken “woah is me” moments, on life in general.

It took Maynard in “A Perfect Circle” to finally click with what he does as an artist and singer. After that I just couldn’t get enough.

In 2010 I left the U.S. for the first time and spent a Summer teaching English in Taiwan. One of my most cherished memories is listening to “Lateralus” on my beat up Ipod while wandering down small twisty streets in Taoyuan. That is when Tool became something more for me. Yes, to put it simply they are a prog rock pseudo-metal band from the 90s made up of 4 dudes looking to rock out. For lack of any other way to describe it I just found that they and I were swimming through life on a similar wave length. It felt like a distant brotherhood and they inspired me to do my own communicating and creating. There’s something truly meditative about their approach that brings me peace of mind.

Whether I show it much or not I can be a deeply anxious person, I can have a very melancholy outlook on things and sometimes it’s hard to want to participate in society. Tool and their music is one of the few things that just about anytime you throw it own it can calm me down and recalibrate my outlook. I’ll always be grateful for that.

So I only got to listen to this new record, “Fear Inoculum” one day out of the month of August but it was a clear choice for my album of the month.

It was a beautiful reflection on times gone by, on changes I’ve gone through, on the beautiful differences of the here and now. It reminded me to keep going and accept that time itself is bearing down on us all.

For me it reminded me to enjoy my existence, to not fear that which is out of my control or inevitable. Only that I should be patient and know that if you can continue to act, powerful things can and will happen.

I’ve been riding 3 full listens of the album. I love that I have a new album to take my time with and dissect for the years to come.

The wait is over, we made it.